Geoffrey realizes belatedly that this is a discharge hearing. These lovely people, sitting at the long table in front of him, will decide if he's still a danger to himself and others or if he's sane enough to be released out into the world again, like rehabilitated wildlife. That is the real reason for their carefully worded questions and unnaturally hearty smiles.
He sits up straighter in his chair, running a hand through his unruly hair and tries out his best impression of a sane person. He smiles, careful not to show any teeth, meeting the eyes of each committee member, all the while thinking loudly to himself, I am not crazy, I am not crazy. He's an actor, a good one at that. He should be able to pull this off.
It was time to play the part of a sane man, one that hadn't shattered into a million broken pieces. Time to be the normal Geoffrey, instead of the man who sometimes found himself huddled in a corner talking to his imaginary friends.
Geoffrey sighs and tries to look attentive as the committee discusses his case among themselves in whispers.
He and his counselor had talked about many things since his unexpected arrival here, like his artistic tendency towards melodrama and his foolish leap into Ophelia's grave. The counselor, Mr. Parameswariah, had mumbled something about wish-fulfillment and Oedipus complexes before prescribing a course of sedatives and anti-psychotics.
Geoffrey rather liked his pills. They were colorful and pleasingly round.
He wasn't sure if he was ready to deal with the real world, but he knew he was tired of his life here at the institution. Mr. Parameswariah was positive that it was time for Geoffrey to move on.
Maybe he was right. Geoffrey could find a small theater somewhere and spend the rest of his life directing mediocre, part-time actors in endless, watered down versions of Romeo and Juliet, maybe the occasional Othello or King Lear thrown in to keep him from going insane. Again.
My prompt table.
April 5 2008, 06:26:32 UTC 4 years ago
'Geoffrey rather liked his pills. They were colorful and pleasingly round.'
I really like that line.
April 7 2008, 04:07:21 UTC 4 years ago
*pets Geoffrey*
Sucks to be crazy, I bet.
I'm glad you enjoyed it and thanks for commenting!
April 5 2008, 12:03:30 UTC 4 years ago
*snigger* I can see Geoffrey making the decision on the goodness of his pills based on this.
I really like this. The last paragraph is kinda heartbreaking in a way.
April 7 2008, 04:08:59 UTC 4 years ago
And Geoffrey is heartbreaking in many ways. So brilliant, yet so troubled. Ah, the price of genius.
Anyway, I'm glad you liked this...
April 5 2008, 19:07:25 UTC 4 years ago
You realize you're going to have to write lots more S&A now, because you've got a damn good Geoffrey voice going on here. So there.
April 7 2008, 04:10:02 UTC 4 years ago
I'll make you a trade, S&A fic for cabbage-sequels...
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April 10 2008, 04:22:00 UTC 4 years ago
also? this sentence scans beautifully, and is furthermore hilari-sad:
Geoffrey rather liked his pills. They were colorful and pleasingly round.
April 13 2008, 07:23:01 UTC 4 years ago
May 7 2008, 04:44:11 UTC 4 years ago
These lovely people, sitting at the long table in front of him, will decide if he's still a danger to himself and others or if he's sane enough to be released out into the world again, like rehabilitated wildlife. Perfect Geoffrey voice there, just slightly off-kilter. I love the line about his pills.
I'm also amused by how frequently, out in the real world, Geoffrey lets his impression of sanity fall by the wayside.
May 7 2008, 11:58:04 UTC 4 years ago
Thanks, keerawa.
I'm also amused by how frequently, out in the real world, Geoffrey lets his impression of sanity fall by the wayside.
I think that's 'cause we don't require our actors to be sane. And the line about the pills? That was one of my favorite things I've written. *g*
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May 25 2008, 11:56:40 UTC 4 years ago
Do you mind if I translate this piece for my Russian friend who loves Geoffrey very much?
May 26 2008, 05:52:58 UTC 4 years ago
I love Geoffrey a lot, too. *g*
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October 22 2009, 02:08:07 UTC 2 years ago
Glad you liked, Luz.